okay im at work now.
nth much to do now- im just waiting for the clock to strike 10pm so that i can go in to the room to collect the papers from the 2 students and LOCK UP AND GO HOME! :D
work is quite slack this week. my duty for this week is just to open and close the door :B
but i have to start picking up diverted calls from 9am all the way to 10pm. but so far so good- the previous calls werent that difficult to handle (:
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erm. i did something really terrible this morning. 12 hours have passed, and i still couldnt forgive myself for doing that. i think this is the first time i feel so remorseful over something, so you can kind of expect the 'thing' to be really terrible. i really dont know what's wrong with me. come to think about it, what happened to me? this feeling is scary. the only possibility (or u can say excuse) that i can think of now is that.. i might be suffering from a split personalities disorder? and it's quite amazing to know that my mood can swing just LIKETHAT. in the blink of an eye. it's scary. so am i like that? i really feel like hiding under my pillow now, (or probably a cave if there's one at home) and i feel so sorry and regretful that i feel like avoiding the affected party forever. i want to run away. i cant bring myself to face the victim anymore. that innocent person must be hating me now. okay..
):
and i think im feeling better alrdy, after typing this funny feeling here.
but still.. i am sorry..
Monday, June 29, 2009 // 9:01 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


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okay im at work now.
nth much to do now- im just waiting for the clock to strike 10pm so that i can go in to the room to collect the papers from the 2 students and LOCK UP AND GO HOME! :D
work is quite slack this week. my duty for this week is just to open and close the door :B
but i have to start picking up diverted calls from 9am all the way to 10pm. but so far so good- the previous calls werent that difficult to handle (:
---
erm. i did something really terrible this morning. 12 hours have passed, and i still couldnt forgive myself for doing that. i think this is the first time i feel so remorseful over something, so you can kind of expect the 'thing' to be really terrible. i really dont know what's wrong with me. come to think about it, what happened to me? this feeling is scary. the only possibility (or u can say excuse) that i can think of now is that.. i might be suffering from a split personalities disorder? and it's quite amazing to know that my mood can swing just LIKETHAT. in the blink of an eye. it's scary. so am i like that? i really feel like hiding under my pillow now, (or probably a cave if there's one at home) and i feel so sorry and regretful that i feel like avoiding the affected party forever. i want to run away. i cant bring myself to face the victim anymore. that innocent person must be hating me now. okay..
):
and i think im feeling better alrdy, after typing this funny feeling here.
but still.. i am sorry..
Monday, June 29, 2009 // 9:01 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

{ I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky }

Name: HuiJuan
Age: 19
Birth date: 29 November 1990
Email: cindy_pan90@hotmail.com
Schools attended: Fengshan Primary, Ngee Ann Secondary, Meridian Junior College
Favs: BREADS, DONUTS, DARKCHOCO, COOKIES, MEIJI, RED, SOFT TOYS, CAKES! :D

{ WISHES }

1. Tons and Tons of donuts!
2. Flowers (:
3. THAT wallet from ozozo HURRAY I BOUGHT IT AT LAST!
4. LUNCH/DINNER at waraku jap restaurant!
5. *more food stalls/shops in Novena Square/United Square hahaha
6. A birthday party?

{ NETWORK }

im on FaceBook! :D